I AM…

Amanda on March 26th, 2010

Reading these statements in a new way…
Not just “believing” these verses to be true… But learning to read them as facts about who God has created me to be. Because for me, a fact can’t be changed depending on how I feel, it just IS no matter what.

I am created in His image (Genesis 1:26-27).

I am created with a desire and an ability to connect with God and others in love (Psalms 40:8; John 13:34-35).

I am created to communicate verbally, physically, and emotionally (Genesis 3:8-9; Luke 2:52).

I am created to be thankful to God for all he has done (Colossians 3:15; Hebrews 12:28).

I am created to praise God (Luke 5:26; Psalms 40:3).

I am created to mourn with those who mourn and rejoice with those who rejoice (Romans 12:15).

I am created to give and to receive (Acts 20:35).

I am created to be generous (Psalms112:4-5; Proverbs 11:25).

I am created with the ability to make decisions and choices (Joshua 24:15).

I am created to fully enjoy every aspect of life in God’s creation and will (Ephesians 6:2-3; John 10:10).

I am created to grow physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually (Luke 2:52).

I am created to be creative and productive, using the gifts and skills God has given me (Genesis 2:15; Matthew 25:14-30).

I am created with an intelligent mind (James 1:5; Ephesians 1:7-8).

I am created with a mind that desires to learn and grow (Psalms 119:73; Isaiah 1:17).

I am created physically attractive to myself, God and others (Genesis 1:31).

I am created as a sexual being blessed to enjoy my sexuality in accordance with God’s will (Genesis 2:24-25; Proverbs 5:15-20).

I am created to walk through life with God and others (Genesis 3:8-9; John 13:34-35).

I am created to be with him now and forever (John 14:3; Hebrews 13:5).

If you have time, write down the statement(s) that stirred something within you today. Hold on to this… What could God be revealing to you through these “truths”?

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What to Expect…

Amanda on March 17th, 2010

I have been thinking a lot lately about expectations. Expectations our children have on us, our spouses, our friends, our churches…. And how, what people expect us to be might not be what we imagine or desire ourselves to be. What do you do when the expectations don’t match up??

I am evaluating some of these expectations in my own life right now, and to be honest, feeling a little overwhelmed. I am starting to wonder where does the me I was created to be fit into all of these things that are already expected from me.  (I think its all part of the stretching I talked about earlier). I am thinking that in trying to honor God with my life might mean saying no to some of these things I feel I am expected to do. (Am I talking in circles here?)

I recently read this quote about expectations, “Letting go of expectations is so risky: it feels like a free fall since our world was held together by that web, but it is in that risk that you find a God who does not meet your expectations (thankfully) but loves you and is involved, and that risk is where faith grows.”

I have been thinking a lot about this quote as well. I really really desire to be “a place where faith grows”. So now what? Most days I live by doing what is expected of me. I realize to be a responsible adult I have to do lots of expected things. I am expected to get my kid to school on time. Sure. I am expected to care for and love my husband. Can do (and want to do). I am expected to feed my family. Okay. So, to identify some of those expectations that can be “let go”…. Enroll my kids in every activity because I don’t want them to miss out. Take a small group of high school girls even though my family and I will feel drained. Show up to every “pastor’s wives” event. Sign up for MOPS at our church. Host high school students in my home each week. (These are some of the thing I feel expected to do).

In writing this I am understanding that sometimes just because it is expected of me I loose the joy and freedom of wanting to do some things. The expectations limit me and the way I want to serve others.

How would I (we) be different, serve differently, love differently, if we did it out of love and desire rather than expectation??

Help me unpeel this onion…

Thoughts?

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Ahh Man!…Words with friends (again)!

Amanda on March 17th, 2010

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My new addiction..

Amanda on March 15th, 2010

Words With friends on my iphone. GOODneSS! I’m telling you this is the lone reason for my lack of posting! I have let my brain go, no complete thoughts, no meaning, or helpfulness. Just plain ol’ brain freeze.
Soooo, just a second. I am going to go put my kids to bed, play one game (I promise) and them put some thoughts together about the Lord and being married to an iphone, sorry! A youth pastor :) .

(Still thinking about the conference and some of the great women I met…lots to talk about).

Amanda

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It Really was a Stretch…

Amanda on March 2nd, 2010

Back from the SYM Conference in Chicago, wheewww! HUGE sigh of relief. Don’t get me wrong, it was grrreat. But I am beat. And still amazed that they ask me back each year :) (not fishing for a complement or anything) But seriously, I am not a speaker! It doesn’t come naturally, I have a crazy hard time communicating what’s in my brain and getting it to come out of my mouth. Writing is so much easier. You can take your time, think it through, erase it, start again, and even trash it right in the middle… Not so much when you are speaking to a bunch of people. “Oh dear!”, is all I think when I think about some of the things I said. I mean, I didn’t cuss or anything (not out loud at least).  But it was so hard to find the right words that I was so excited to talk about.

It is so strange that God would ask me to do something like this if He knows this isn’t how I am shaped, right? I don’t like this awkward stretching of myself. I am not comfortable in this position. I am super happy and content to write my blog, maybe a book sometime soon, and be on my merry way. Its clear that God has shaped me for some things and NOT for others.

This type of feeling seems to be a theme in my life right now. Stretching. I’m going to start calling it torture. You know that verse in the Bible that says God doesn’t give you more than you can handle? I’m going to find it, cuz I don’t know exactly where it says that…but I’m going to find it and cut it out. I’m doing more and feeling more and dealing with more than I feel that I can handle.  God knows that, right?

It’s starting to sound like I didn’t have a good time at the conference and I really really did. And I actually have a good sense of humor about the whole speaking gig.  You know when your wrestling with your family and its funny and silly but still rough and you might get a little bruised. And then it turns into a “dog pile” and everyone jumps on top of you and it hurts but your still laughing, and its tight but you’re still barely breathing? That’s just how it feels.

Anyone else ever feel like Stretch Armstrong?

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